Sunday, August 28, 2011

A Note to Friends and Family: 
(le problème d'avoir le cul entre deux chaises...)


            For the month of August I (Brad here) have been stateside for the first time in almost eleven months. Upon returning “home,” I realize that I’ve made the transition from a member of the community fabric to an appreciated but nonetheless passing visitor. I can no longer say, “I’m a student here,” or “I’m working just down the road,” or “Sorry I completely botched this I’ll be back next week.” The instant recognition and ease that comes with being a settled part of a place and community has been replaced by the stress of coming and going, of saying hello followed all too quickly by goodbye.

I’ve struggled with the basic fact that many of the relationships that mean the most to me are framed by a year of separation and are faced with another year of the same, give or take power-move visits to France and the prospect of a day or two of schwacky skiing in Vermont this Christmas. I feel like I’m playing continuous bombardment paddle ball with a dozen people and the best I can do is occasionally make a headlong dive and return one of many incoming volleys. I wish we could all move in to a castle in the French countryside and grow our own food and declare career goals achieved. Mostly I miss the daily grind of friendship and all that comes with it – unplanned and spontaneous excursions, shared time that’s hard to label, gatherings that begin and end without fanfare or farewells, discussions that swing back and forth easily from talking about life to talkin’ about junk. This past month I’ve been reminded of how much I miss the company and banter of true friends. My French is getting there, but interactions over there rarely hit the same notes.
 
            By choosing to live in Grenoble, I’ve put a good number of my family members and friends in a holding pattern where deliberate effort is required to keep the amity ball in motion. Many of you have complicated the situation by also choosing to live far from the communal stomping ground that I will loosely define as New England. The perks of living in relatively far-flung lifestyle locales are huge, I’m the first to admit, but I for one have definitely started to feel the potential cost of being so removed from the people who matter the most. Give me another couple years to let the climbing bug fully run its course, and I think the priority will quickly become access to community over access to unexplored mountains.

Despite the challenges of us living all over the place, I’ve realized that home can happen in bits and pieces. I think it’s fair to say that among our peers the idea of home as a single spot is becoming increasingly elusive. I found it this past month in a seldom-travelled mountain range in southeastern Colorado with my family, on the porch at the cabin in Keene Valley with a few good friends, out climbing for a day on Moss Cliff with Sambo, sitting around the table with Hillary and her family in St. J, crashed out on Jesse and Shira’s futon in Boston, and also in my bed in St. George still smelling cat pee from the infamous deeds of Ziggy the Vulgar years ago. Cell phones and Skype (let’s not talk about blogs) don’t quite do it, but quality conversation assures that the groove will pick up right where it left off as soon as everybody is back in the same place.

Let’s be honest – keeping in better touch from here on out may or may not happen, and that’s fine. We’re busy, selfish and scattered, but the love is there. Please know that you all mean the world to me.

Brad 

Friday, August 26, 2011


Hillary making it look good on Mont Blanc's Kuffner Arête... 






    View across the way of the Aiguilles du Diable - a project for another day.

In the fog on top of Mont Blanc - vive the Mounty! 


Thursday, July 21, 2011




moods of the barre des ecrins





Brad has spent a lot of time in refuges lately.   I say this not so much to highlight the sheer amount of time he has spent in the mountains recently, but rather to allude to the the number of days he has spent holed up at altitude waiting for the weather to change.  When you add his three days in refuges to our three tent-bound days unsuccessfully attempting to outsmart storms in Italy with Gus, you might think that the sum would yield a healthy appreciation for a poor forecast.
But if you thought that, you would be wrong.  Last week, despite slightly unfavorable weather reports, Brad and I decided to stick to our maxim:  "Better to get out and get stuffed than not to get out at all", and headed up into les Ecrins. This time, rather than finding ourselves cooped up, we were reminded of why we take our chances with mother nature, happening upon an ideal and unexpected weather window.

When we packed the car and left Grenoble on Thursday morning, Brad could barely contain his excitement.   We were heading for Ailefroide (which directly translates to 'cold pasture'), and what he declared was the most beautiful parking lot in the world.  Never one for parking lots myself, I dismissed his enthusiasm and didn't brace myself for anything too special.  However, you now stand witness to a rare occurrence:  an admission.  I was wrong. It is possible to be taken with a parking lot.
Brad descends toward Ailefroide
The unlikely road to the Ailefroide parking winds up a narrow glacial valley flanked by towering granite cliffs and an alluvial flood plain.  When we finally rolled into the lot, we both ogled in wonder at hanging glaciers, milky rivers and steep rock faces.  Littered around the valley floor were enormous glacial erratic boulders and fields of blossoming alpine flowers.
While the trip to the parking lot could be deemed a sufficient destination for the day, we found ourselves looking anxiously further up the valley toward the Glacier Blanc and the Refuge des Ecrins, where we intended to spend the night.   Hoping to beat storms, we cut our rubbernecking session short, slung on heavy packs and started up the well-established, heavily trafficked trail.

After about two and half hours of steady climbing, we found ourselves at the foot of the enormous Glacier Blanc.  The Parc National des Ecrins is a beautiful place.  Compared with the highly popular and commercialized Northern Alps, les Ecrins feels remote, austere and breathtaking.  And once on the massif's biggest glacier, we felt like we had made it to the inner sanctum.   With 25 feet of rope between the two of us, we made our way slowly and inefficiently across the glacier, stopping every few minutes to to stare in awe at the rugged peaks surrounding us.  The plan for the next day was to get an alpine start, and ascend the Barre des Ecrins (the tallest peak in the range), but at the moment I would have felt satisfied to have gone no further.   Sitting several hundred feet above the glacier and looking out contentedly from the dining room window of the Refuge des Ecrins, we enjoyed a similar view--expansive glaciers, towering seracs and and proud peaks, with summits shrouded in clouds.

Evening in the Refuge was a bustling world of aspiring alpinists.  The Barre des Ecrins and in particular, its rounded sister peak the Dome des Ecrins, are very popular climbs.  They both top out over the (coveted) 4000 meter mark, and the Dome doesn't pose any major technical hurdles, making it a relatively easy tick for accumulators of high summits.   At dinner (which we, the stingy black sheep of the refuge, spent cooking our own food in the corner) the Guardian's announcement of the latest weather forecast was met with multi-lingual cheers.


The Refuge des Ecrins has two wake-up times:  3am and 4am.   The Guardian organizes the rooms according to itinerary, and he rouses our room at 3.  In the dining room, the jovial spirit of the night before has been replaced by concentration.  Everyone, ourselves included, takes themselves very seriously.  I imagine every mind going through the same mental checklist: harness-check, crampons-check, helmet-check, piolet-check, and the list goes on...  Though the whole hut is awake, we all exit in near silence, cautiously picking our way down the scree slope back to the snow.  Ahead of us, we can see a line of climbers, only visible by the glow of their headlamps ; efficient rope-teams making their way up the glacier.


The trails to the Barre and the Dome begin together and we file into the line of climbers moving deliberately into the blackness.   In the dark, you don't think about much.  It is 4am. There is a well worn piste that you follow and assume will avoid any grave danger.   Your sphere of concentration is limited to the pool of light emitted by headlamp.  Though there are many of us moving at once, we all seem to have blinders on, each consumed by our individual worlds.

the magic hour
At about 6:30, the blinders come off.   Off to the east and across the valley, the sun is making its slow ascent into the sky, and rays of morning light peek around clouds and mountains.  I feel like I just woke up out of a haze, realizing for the first time in several hours just where I am.  I am reminded of my trip with the Middlebury Mountain Club up Mount Rainier, and the feeling of awe when night gave way to dawn and we felt like all of our work was paying off.   Only here, and only after laboring for days and through the pre-dawn hours could you enjoy a sunrise like this.  Ah, yes, even more than the feeling from yesterday, this is why I do this.

"mellow ridge romp"

About two-thirds of the way up the Glacier Blanc, just below the bergschrund (the giant crevasse at the top of a glacier), our course veers left.  Now fully awake and feeling hyper sensitive to our surroundings, we find ourselves alone as the rest of the rope teams traverse right toward the more straightforward Dome.   We are in untracked terrain, and despite thick fog, Brad somehow manages to navigate around obstacles, and we arrive at the base of the ridge.

The route starts out technical.  Brad begins, leading the first pitch which we are surprised to find is all ice. I follow, and when I join him at the belay, he suggests that I take the 'sharp end', and lead the next pitch.  The solid ice has given way to rock, snow and rime, and I make my way up, via the path of least resistance, until I find the next anchor.   We continue this way, taking turns on the lead, until the difficulty eases off.   By this time, the cloud level has risen, and we are rewarded once again with panoramic views.  And reminded of the exposure. Brad would describe the climb at this point as a 'mellow ridge romp', and I would feel obliged to point out that this particular romp is not only perched at the top of a long steep snow slope ending in a bergschrund, but also peppered with glimpses of the void where the steep south face of the Barre des Ecrins drops perilously off for hundreds of meters.  My intention, in saying this, is not to terrify our mothers, but rather to emphasize the fact that even after passing the 'technical' part of the climb, the battle is far from won, and constant vigilance is still necessary.

After 6 hours of climbing, we arrive at the summit (4102m) just as clouds roll back in.   We are the first and only team of the 70+ guests at the hut to do the Barre des Ecrins that day.   We quickly enjoy our typical mountain lunch of bread cheese and sausage, feeling a wild mix of emotion-- elation, exhaustion and  anxiety; having climbed up over 3000 feet, we still have to climb back down.
The descent back to the glacier was a continuation of the ridge traverse, taking us over mixed terrain that finally ended in rappels down to more level ground.   Soon we rejoin the herd path and carefully make our way down the hill, much more aware and in awe of the the tortured nature of the glacier--yawning crevasses and precarious seracs jumbling their way at varied paces down the fall line.  It seems  incredible that we wound our way through all of this in the pre-dawn darkness.  Like zombies we trudge back to the refuge, excited to put warm soup in our bellies and get horizontal.

The day's climb is a big step for me.  It is not that I progressed so much in my ability (the climbing is no more technically challenging than routes we've done before), but rather that I advanced by leaps and bounds in the the realm of confidence.  On a traverse it is rarely much more or less dangerous to take the lead than to follow, but leading adds an extra mental component that I hadn't really ever employed before at altitude.  It is at once bold and meek; you must be confident, and know that you are in control and also vigilant, respecting that you are completely at the whim of the mountain.  And you must trust, and be trusted by your partner, who's fate is, by a few dozen feet of rope, completely entwined with yours.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Brad's climbing bender continues... 


In an attempt to soften the sadness of Gus' departure, these past two weeks I've indulged in a fairly nonstop slew of adventures. The bender began with Olivier at the Refuge d'Envers des Aiguilles above the Mer de Glace in Chamonix. Two initial days of waiting out the rain and snow and playing Uno first to win fifty games only enhanced the joy of later on being able to climb hundreds of feet of sunny granite above a glacier, all within a twenty-minute walk from the hut. Despite the constant buzz of helicopters and airplanes on a sunny day, the crowds of overly earnest alpinists getting in line at the base of this or that classic, and the Jackson Hole-esque who's the bigger bro scene, Chamonix has the goods for sure and I can't wait to go back.  





 


The following week it was great to reconnect with Engué to climb "le fou qui repeint son plafond" ("the crazy person repainting the ceiling") at Presles, in the Vercors. The route name seems pretty apt to me given our desperation to climb on a rainy day. This was my first sustained aid climbing experience, and I guess I'll say that I was psyched to climb in that setting but am happy to reserve the wack and dangle for rare occasions. 



Last weekend Hillary and I were able to get out together into the Belledonne for a relaxed, fun day of climbing. Hillary lead the stouter pitches on an 8-pitch bolted 5.10a to the top of the Pointe N du Lac Robert , on a rock buttress to the right of a couloir Buke and I skied together in January. We both agreed that this is a climb we should have done while Gus was out here... just enough spice to be an adventure, but also abundant time for casual strolling and lakeside lounging. 



Engué and I met up yet again for a trip up the Northwest pillar of the Obiou, the highest peak in the Devoluy massif to the south of Grenoble. I've heard Jean-Mi (former landlord and all round awesome dude) speak with reverence of the Obiou for years and I think I get it now. The terrain feels like somewhere between alps and prealps, between the moon and the Dolomites, between a mountain rich with climbing history and a mountain that feels so wild it's hard to imagine the passage of anyone prior.  The spectacular setting compensated (mostly) for the fairly heinous rock quality and the dubious pitons still hanging in there from the first ascent in 1970. Our route roughly followed the shadowed ridge for 500m of climbing right to the top.



Earlier this week I met up with Christophe for two days in the Vanoise mountains, situated between here and Chamonix. Our attempt to climb one of the bigger peaks in the area was stuffed by driving rain and under fifty-foot visibility, but we were nonetheless able to thoroughly enjoy a moderate ridge scramble on the Aiguille de la Vanoise as well as some Ibex spectating.




p.s. Hillary just finished work and school is definitely out!!!

Monday, June 27, 2011


I just added some new photos to my picasa album.

Check them out: We Are Here to Buy Land

The school year ends on Friday, so I'll start operating on a similar schedule to Brad, and I promise to add some of my own stories soon!!

Hillary

Friday, June 10, 2011

Gus in Grenoble, the final chapter: Here comes the rain...

In the midst of 48 hours of rain in Val d'Orco, Italy, getting stuffed on the climbing
and the camp vittles. It turns out that massive car-camping tents aren't exclusive to America.

Tête du Rouget (3418m) - we headed up the right-hand ridge
and came down the snow couloir on the left.  

Gustave dancing with the dragon while leading through wet terrain. 

Hillary on the ridge crest getting close to the top, with the
Cirque du Soreiller dropping off in the background. 

Rappelling the N ridge en route to the snow couloir.

Enjoying Pringles and other processed foods during a brief break in the clouds at the
refuge du Sélé, above Ailefroide (a fabled trailhead that translates to "cold pasture").

One of the many ways in which frère Gustave wooed the French ladies:
who needs sunglasses when the backcover of the "Easy Alpinism" guidebook
serves up both style and function?